I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

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    It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
    If you or someone you know needs help, find resources in your area from the International OCD Foundation: iocdf.org/?s=+&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_provider&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_clinic&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_support_group&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_program&search-type=provider
    Produced by: Shots Studios
    Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski

Kommentteja • 100

  • Lele Pons
    Lele Pons  9 päivää sitten +39350

    Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

    • Kaitlan Gabbitas
      Kaitlan Gabbitas 2 päivää sitten

      I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

    • Laura Schmidt
      Laura Schmidt 6 päivää sitten

      I am your biges fan lele!

    • Eric
      Eric 9 päivää sitten +2

      I love you lele pons

    • Jady Clovis
      Jady Clovis 9 päivää sitten +2

      I love u Lele

    • Sandra Apun
      Sandra Apun 9 päivää sitten +4

      I loveee youuuu leleeee❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • the_Lovely _Artist
    the_Lovely _Artist Tunti sitten

    To be honest, I’ve always seen you as any other influencer, Not someone I follow too closely, but I know who you are, and that you have/had people who are unkind to you. You struggle, like everyone does we’re all human. Yet some people don’t treat us like them.
    OCD is NOT a joke. And It can be very harmful to joke about. I’m so sorry you had to go through all this. Even if I’m not really a fan, I still feel bad for you and hope this sheds light on how serious OCD can be for people.

  • Bridget Rios
    Bridget Rios Tunti sitten +1

    I care for you your my favorite person

  • Desire Duran
    Desire Duran Tunti sitten

    I’ve known lele literally the longest i never knew she has OCD stay strong!🥺

  • the bored people lala
    the bored people lala Tunti sitten

    Im a fan fan fan fan like im your biggest fan i always dream of you coming and kbocking on our door wich i would be crying in happiness

  • Cherry flavored Doctor-pepper umm

    I’ve seen worst

  • Yareli Arellano
    Yareli Arellano Tunti sitten +1

    she suffers with all that and i think the world is gonna end bc i have adhd...i really need to stfu and know that people struggle with way worse things...

  • XxUgly _potatoxX
    XxUgly _potatoxX Tunti sitten

    No one is perfect if you have OCD it’s ok.. people will not control you.. you don’t need to do thing people do! You are you..

  • Matthew Carrell
    Matthew Carrell Tunti sitten +1

    Not interesting...

  • A_Boijay
    A_Boijay Tunti sitten

    I also have a laughing disorder

  • Julian Galvez
    Julian Galvez Tunti sitten

    I was diagnosed with depression 6 years ago and I’ve had it ever since and I’m trying to find things to make me happy and get me away of my depression and I am 14 and I struggle a lot and it’s hard for me to get out of my comfort zone and I just hope I can recover from depression, Lele I hope you can do a lot better with you OCD, Everyone wants you to be happy and full of positive things your always full of. I hope you are doing great and please stay safe everyone.

  • Haydyn Joyce-Manners
    Haydyn Joyce-Manners Tunti sitten

    All the people that bullied her are going ti regret doing that aftef watching this

  • AquilesI3 Ibarra
    AquilesI3 Ibarra Tunti sitten

    I don't know what ocd is

  • Antboii Camps
    Antboii Camps Tunti sitten +1

    It’s not a joke turrets OCD is hard to deal with if you dont understand about that then try not eating food for a week exactly it’s impossible you’d think it’s easy but it’s not and I gave respect for lele keep your head up and anyone that’s trying to bring you down is because your above them don’t listen to anyone as be yourself and who cares about your problems just be yourself and express it and if other people don’t like it well there’s nothing you can do but ignore them they what to mess with you they want a reaction so be your self and you are probably going to skip this but if you made it this far I love you and keep it up we all believe you can rise from this bs 💯💯💯💯💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • Jorgina Ang
    Jorgina Ang Tunti sitten

    bruh moment when ppl think ocd is just things not being in the right place

  • Can we get 5000 subscribers with no videos ?

    2 of my friends and I have Tourettes, and she really hasnt ever shown a symptom of it...

  • Isabella Eastwood
    Isabella Eastwood Tunti sitten

    Your really good at painting and you are really pretty

  • Can we get 5000 subscribers with no videos ?

    This is the most scripted shit ive ever seen lol

  • Miguel Ledo
    Miguel Ledo Tunti sitten +1

    ok who cares

  • Lucia Torres
    Lucia Torres Tunti sitten

    I think i might have OCD... for example when choosing something thoughts in my head tell me to do this, so that or else something bad will happen and worse it’s been happening since I can remember😬 someone please help me I’m worried for my health and the internet isn’t helping 😭

  • Aaleayh Roriegarcia
    Aaleayh Roriegarcia Tunti sitten

    I love you lele pons you are soooooooo beautiful thank you 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😁🥰😁🥰😁🥰😁

  • Satisfying Stuff
    Satisfying Stuff Tunti sitten

    Lele pons is FREAKEN AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL. She doesn’t deserve to be treated with negative comments. She is super inspiring❤️❤️ and not only that but I think of her as BRAVE and HARDWORKING ❤️❤️

  • Mauricio Torres
    Mauricio Torres Tunti sitten +1

    Haha love this new you

  • Bonedeath 11
    Bonedeath 11 Tunti sitten +1

    I just want to apologize now because I never really knew what ocd really is and I always just heard jokes about it and I never made them stops and I always thought it was organization but it’s not and I just want to apoligize for that

  • Aya Ghadar
    Aya Ghadar Tunti sitten

    Its crazy how people can hide their problems and illnesses so well

  • Heartless 435
    Heartless 435 Tunti sitten

    Hey lele, I really wanted to say that your videos always make my day and to the people who are beingrude u shouldn't care about what they think because all the reality is that your funny awesome person. And every day i watch ur videos and it makes me happy and laugh through all the stuff thays been going on. I really hope that your ok and have a great day ir night! :3

    • Heartless 435
      Heartless 435 Tunti sitten

      Also i accidently made some grammer or some mistakes heh 😅 keep up the good work :3

  • darksyde parksyde
    darksyde parksyde Tunti sitten +2

    None of the negative comments where really that bad. I've seen much worse and she is a little too much

  • PARRY23
    PARRY23 Tunti sitten


  • darksyde parksyde
    darksyde parksyde Tunti sitten

    My OCD is based on like a luck system if I don't get to do the specific thing 3 times or something bad will happem

  • Ryan Provenza
    Ryan Provenza Tunti sitten

    I have ADHD OCD and more

  • ᄒRetal
    ᄒRetal Tunti sitten

    I just know that i have ocd😀!

  • Burger
    Burger Tunti sitten


  • TRHenry Vlogs
    TRHenry Vlogs Tunti sitten

    I have OCD and it’s bad but not in the same ways like this lady has it, it’s bad because you can’t feel comfortable or go on with the day without having it take over.

  • Walaa Bakr
    Walaa Bakr Tunti sitten

    Lele you are cool💙
    You'r my best FIchannelr❤️

  • Nikita Choudhary
    Nikita Choudhary Tunti sitten

    all of this is so so inspiring . Thanks for sharing

  • Dulcie Livermore
    Dulcie Livermore Tunti sitten

    You should never be insecure you are beautiful from the inside and the out, I love you stay strong❤️

  • Venus Morningstar
    Venus Morningstar Tunti sitten

    Wow!! I had no idea. Thanks for sharing

  • Anthony Cedeno
    Anthony Cedeno Tunti sitten

    Everytime I watch a Lele Pons video I’m gonna think about how she’s trying to make us happy even tho she isn’t

  • Jayoa Young
    Jayoa Young Tunti sitten

    OMG everyone love you so much don't be like that 😥😥😥

  • yua キラー
    yua キラー Tunti sitten

    even though i don’t find her funny i still understand her and feel bad

  • Suzie Ménard
    Suzie Ménard Tunti sitten

    😔😔🥺🥺 sorry LeLe!
    God loves you and so do I!!😘🤗🙏🏾

  • Jennie Webb
    Jennie Webb Tunti sitten +1

    Lele you have been my idol for ages and I hope that you are fine bcz I want you to have a great life❤💜💙💚💛🧡

  • p a s t e l b e e
    p a s t e l b e e Tunti sitten

    Damn, that really hurt, she’s just like me and I didn’t know this whole time...

  • Angel the Outcast
    Angel the Outcast Tunti sitten +1

    i’m pretty sure i have OCD, and i have to do almost everything in threes. i love odd numbers, and if anything is an even number usually, i feel uncomfortable. Also, usually at the evening and night sometimes i have the sudden urge to flex and stretch my legs/toes. can anyone tell me what i have please?

    • Angeline Ameloot
      Angeline Ameloot Tunti sitten

      If it’s seriously effecting your life see a doctor/psychiatrist but if it’s not then your just like everyone else!

  • 8-Bit Animation
    8-Bit Animation Tunti sitten

    There’s THIS then there’s amigos...

  • i dont know you
    i dont know you Tunti sitten


  • 10k The frenchie
    10k The frenchie Tunti sitten +1

    I have Tourette’s it is so uncomfortable if there was a button I could press to make it go away I would emedietly do it...and what makes me feel even worse about it is when people point it out and I don’t want to tell them 😔

  • moonlight vids
    moonlight vids Tunti sitten

    I Love you can do it

  • Steven Lerner
    Steven Lerner 2 tuntia sitten

    I'm sorry, but who knows

  • Vellorick
    Vellorick 2 tuntia sitten

    Wow I’m so surprised of what you have achieved in your life it’s just surprising to me like I’m so proud of you like people just judge before getting to know you and like you are strong, beautiful and amazing you’re funny there’s no day that I don’t watch your videos like you have made me laugh so hard and some many times I never realized you had this and I just want to say thank you for every single moment and videos you made to make me laugh I love you for that thank you so much Lele 😍😍😘😘😘🥺 keep it up stay strong and positive hermosa 😘😍

  • Emanuel Ramirez
    Emanuel Ramirez 2 tuntia sitten

    Wow !! It takes a strong person to do what u did and im proud of u Lele keep up the good work and hope your singing career goes great 👍 congrats Lele

  • Amie Bernardo
    Amie Bernardo 2 tuntia sitten

    This is so sad😭
    I couldnt believe it
    Youre such a strong person
    We love you❤️

    SWAINY SWAN 2 tuntia sitten

    Yeah the big thing is the D

  • Ryan Lau
    Ryan Lau 2 tuntia sitten

    Wait was I supposed to pay for this I so confused
    Edit: I just realized that everyone is talking about how bad they feel for lele I just want to say thank you for making me feel happy when I have my bad days I had no idea that you went through this and I am so grateful that I am not you but at the same time I wish I could take your place so you don't have to live through it

    SWAINY SWAN 2 tuntia sitten +1

    People are still laughing at lele pons In 2020, jeez guys😂

  • Dex
    Dex 2 tuntia sitten +1

    U Have a stanky kitty

  • Mo Mo Yoda
    Mo Mo Yoda 2 tuntia sitten

    Beautiful video!! Thank you for sharing❤️🥰

  • Starville MSP
    Starville MSP 2 tuntia sitten

    Lele I think I have ocd too

  • Wikktor Sanchez
    Wikktor Sanchez 2 tuntia sitten

    You should try fishing

  • Anja Blevins
    Anja Blevins 2 tuntia sitten

    thank you for sharing your story it makes me happy knowing what other people re going thru

  • Susan Briggins
    Susan Briggins 2 tuntia sitten

    Maybe one day my mom will understand this

  • Fuck You
    Fuck You 2 tuntia sitten +1

    Oh shut up.

  • Morgane Wildlife
    Morgane Wildlife 2 tuntia sitten

    Love u Lele ❤️

  • Supremevirgin
    Supremevirgin 2 tuntia sitten

    this really helped me knowing someone else goes through the same shit i do. thank you

  • Sara Stephenson
    Sara Stephenson 2 tuntia sitten

    omg I didn't know until I watched this video that I have OCD

  • qnɥɔ sqnɥɔ
    qnɥɔ sqnɥɔ 2 tuntia sitten

    she is so brave

  • ugblox90
    ugblox90 2 tuntia sitten +2

    This film wasn't funny at all

  • Baf Lange
    Baf Lange 2 tuntia sitten +1


  • fonky monky
    fonky monky 2 tuntia sitten +2

    Dont play the victim

  • Patrick Godinez
    Patrick Godinez 2 tuntia sitten

    Don’t think what people think about you do you

  • Tae tae Oppa
    Tae tae Oppa 2 tuntia sitten +1

    in my eyes u r not a patient, u r a fighter,a survivor. and remember dear when elephant walks ,dogs bark. u r inspiration for yourself and for your fans who love you . be healthy.take care and love yourself dear u r precious 💜

  • Ricky Bryan
    Ricky Bryan 2 tuntia sitten

    Hey Lele, watching here from FL. You are amazing! I have ADHD plus some OCD traits and learned not to listen to all the haters out there. I always remind others if it's hard to watch then imagine how hard it is to live it. Sadly this kept me from nursing school. Keep making people smile, you never know just who might need a laugh or two.

  • Nah, I’m Good
    Nah, I’m Good 2 tuntia sitten +2

    I have AIDS but you don’t see me making a video about it.

  • Fuck Vegans
    Fuck Vegans 2 tuntia sitten

    Am I the only one who is spectacle of this whole thing. To me this is all bullshit.

  • Tessa Speets
    Tessa Speets 2 tuntia sitten

    I love you lele, we believe in you ❤️🥰💘

  • Emanuela Bucciol
    Emanuela Bucciol 2 tuntia sitten

    I have the OCD and something i think that i Can't go on, but After i think of you and you Is a strong girl ( Sorry that i speak good english but i'm Italian ). You Is a beautiful people and i think that you can go on. I love you ❤️

  • Adventures of an ordinary girl with Ava.

    All of the dislikes are from people who feel so bad they missed the like button.

  • Alana
    Alana 2 tuntia sitten

    This just makes us remember how lucky we are

  • ILANDZMusic
    ILANDZMusic 2 tuntia sitten

    OCD is very serious. Medicine helps but it’s always there with you

  • Aidan Lanz
    Aidan Lanz 2 tuntia sitten

    Lele, this is just what I needed right now. I have OCD and Tourette's as well and I struggle with a lot of the same things you have struggled with (breathing, touching, counting, perfectionism, ect.) And I'm so glad that you have been able to put yourself out there and find joy. I, myself, am trying to become a creator (I was planning to put up my first video tomorrow) and I've been having so many doubts about if people will like me and will it even be worth it if I don't get many subscribers. But you have shown me that I have to be vulnerable and put myself out there and if people like it, they like it, and if they don't, then I know that I like doing it. So thank you so much, Lele. God bless you and peace.

  • iinixis
    iinixis 2 tuntia sitten +1


  • Emanuela Bucciol
    Emanuela Bucciol 2 tuntia sitten

    I'm so Sorry ❤️

  • Furious Sloth
    Furious Sloth 2 tuntia sitten +1

    I really judged her too quickly...

  • Thomas Kaholo-Soram
    Thomas Kaholo-Soram 2 tuntia sitten

    Hey I've been going three the same thing and it is good to know that I'm not alone

  • ClarkClaps
    ClarkClaps 2 tuntia sitten

    I feel sorry for u I never hated on u but y would someone do that u are beautiful

  • Kimberley Clark
    Kimberley Clark 2 tuntia sitten

    Your still a brilliant person

  • Jeannie Lee
    Jeannie Lee 2 tuntia sitten

    I love you ❤️ I’m here for you so is hundreds of people and more!!

  • tribute
    tribute 2 tuntia sitten

    I love you!
    You don't deserve this, you're amazing ❤️❤️❤️

  • Carlos Aguilar
    Carlos Aguilar 2 tuntia sitten

    U ever try THC for ur OCD?

  • Kaitereo Ratcliffe
    Kaitereo Ratcliffe 2 tuntia sitten

    i love abd will always support you ♡♡♡♡♡

  • tyler hernando
    tyler hernando 2 tuntia sitten +1

    Nooo onee givess a shitt

    • Zep Zap
      Zep Zap Tunti sitten

      Preach, Tyler!

    • yua キラー
      yua キラー Tunti sitten

      5 million people do thooooooooo
      yo even youuuu cared enough to watch the video!

  • Sarah Wilson
    Sarah Wilson 2 tuntia sitten

    If only you could see the way we do. I remember watching your videos and thinking how beautiful, carefree, and fun you are. You have a beautiful story and I am so glad you can be something others can learn from and look up to. Keep being an inspiration.

  • White-chocolate ΦωΦ
    White-chocolate ΦωΦ 2 tuntia sitten +4

    Yeah I got severe OCD too, along with a handful of other shit, you don’t see me whining about it. Now i gotta keep this shit a secret because people will subconsciously associate you with me. Everyone goes through shit in their lives, you aren’t special for it.
    It’s so infuriating that you’re trying to be a spokesperson for this crap, YOU of all people. Nice job manipulating the audience with the sad music btw 👍

  • Eddie Buljan
    Eddie Buljan 2 tuntia sitten +3

    Lele Pons isn’t funny

  • JTrillZ BooFed
    JTrillZ BooFed 2 tuntia sitten +2

    Didn’t ask

  • Ewjiml
    Ewjiml 2 tuntia sitten +1


  • Grape Goys Private account
    Grape Goys Private account 2 tuntia sitten

    Great PR

  • Jennifer Mcfarland
    Jennifer Mcfarland 2 tuntia sitten +1

    I'm so sorry for your OCD 😰😢😭

  • Sauregurke/luca
    Sauregurke/luca 2 tuntia sitten

    Wow this girl is so amaizing

  • Jesús Favela
    Jesús Favela 2 tuntia sitten

    I’m glad that you tell this you open your life to use your fans to other people and that’s very nice I appreciate it. 😊 🙏 💗 ❤️ 💕 😃